And So it Begins Again…
On the road once again. An exciting and adventurous part of my life…something I can not do alone because of the heavy loads of shirts and CD’s that burden me. However, this is a fundamental part of a musician’s life. The stress of carrying heavy weight will continue as long as I continue to do everything on my own as I have done thus far.
Control freak.
Afraid to give control to someone else. Afraid to trust. That is what this industry has taught me throughout the years. My instincts are strong, but that too, is something to be afraid of.
“They are fair, honest, and good people. They will remain as good life-long acquaintances.”
Oops. Wrong.
Repeat.
I have a couple very close friends. And some friends. And many who are “friends”.
The “friends” list keeps growing and it is hard to bump them up into the friends category because I have no time for the growing list. I won’t be a good friend to my very close friends if I spend too much time with the “friends”. Not worth befriending if I can’t be a great one. Pointless in my opinion. Might as well call themselves acquaintances.
And so it begins. Again. And again.
